Hold me tight

Hold me tight and never let go is the only thing i wish.

I'm afraid that one day I might not have the strength to stand by your side and hold on to you.

Will me go after me and grab me close to you when that happens?

You didn't give me an answer today, and that really scares me.

Because i'm scared that you are okay with me leaving you.

I'm scared that you will be fine without me.

I'm scared that you do not need me.

I need you so bad that you are my one and only.

You are the most important person in my life.

although i know i'm not the most important person in your life.

I know many people & things is far in front of me.

But I still Love you.

Because I already can't stop myself from loving you...

It's getting out of control..

I didn't mean to outcast fion.

But why will I want to talk to her

when I know I can't talk to her like a friend??

I know you would't want me to dao her when talking to her.

So I choose not to have any conversation with her.

I'm sorry for being there when she is with you.

I know when I'm around you are trying to dao her when she talks to you.

Because I saw what happen.

I will try to siam when needed.

I'm sorry for everything.

I'm sorry for being over-protective.

I'm sorry for being so sensitive.

I'm sorry for being so dumb.

I'm sorry for being such an ass.

I'm sorry for being so forgetful.

I'm sorry for being born in this world.

Because from head to toe I have millions and millions of flaws.

I know that myself ,but I don't know how to change..

This is me, love me for who I am?

Will you??

I got angry whenever I hear her name,

there are reasons behind it.

1: I always think that I'm a back up of hers.

2: Her flirting style of being friendly is pissing me off.

3: she getting near you is stepping on my tail.

4: I'm just so scared that you will fall for her once again.

I just want you to distance away from her so I will feel safe.

But I will not force you to do that because it will not work.

I don't like how you go out with her individually for movies or what.

It just unbearable for me.

I guess for some girls too.

You might find it ridiculous, but it's the fact.

I just feel that she is a flirter,

first you, second ben third xiong.

LOL!

AA ah? No life~

I dislike!!!!!!!

I believe you can sit there and don't talk to her.

But her?? humph! never!

She confirm will talk to you.

When I walk over to find you, I saw her smile and saw her sitting so close to you.

It's killing me mentally and instantly.

Angry die me!!!

Fine forget it.

Nothing gonna change also, at least I say some of the things that is making my mood so down.

Hope you will see this an understand how I feel and how I think.

And also hope that you will make changes for me.

I will be thrill if you do so.

Love you for life <3

DarylYuenGuoDong <3