I'm tired :'(

I'm really tired already..

Tired of hinting you what I want and what I does not like to see you doing..

You never listen to what I say..

Every time you will just use your decision to cover over mine..

Do you know that sometimes I just need you to listen to me..

Can you just let me feel a sense of existing?

I listen to you, I do what you want..

Can you do the same?

I did those because I expect you to do the same to..

I am your girlfriend...

Should't you listen to me sometimes?

I ask you come meet me take your uncle's shoe,

you say I keep ask you meet me, and I should encourage you to study.

I admit that I should't do that.

I know I am wrong..

I apologise, I said sorry..

But why your sis ask you go buy bbq stuff and you just went?

I didn't insist to meet you today because I really want you to have time to study..

I tell you can buy the stuffs on Saturday or Friday after your exam..

But after that what you say?

Cause your sis say buy it today..

Is it because today your sis and her bf free so ask you go buy?

I guess it is, even if is not,

Still think that she is a bit too selfish..

You are preparing for exams yet she ask you to go buy stuffs?

That time also, ask you go play.. -,-"

Both event, I tried to stop you..

I tried to convince you not to go..

But after all, I guess your sister is still at a higher level than me

that her words you can listen and my words are like bullshit..

You know what you should do, but you still listen to your sis..

I really dunno what to say..

I know she is your family member of course I can't win her..

But you also should know what is right and what is wrong right?

Will playing help you get As?

Will buying bbq stuff help you get As?

No right?

I know with my lousy results I have no rights to say you..

But as a girlfriend I should have the basic rights bah???

I get angry, and you just let me be..

Maybe after that, ask me why? Don't like that..

Do you know why am I angry not??

Did you make the effort to change not?

Sorry, I forgotten..

You don't even listen to what I say why will you change when I ask you to do so..

Am I right?

I want you to be sweet and romantic and thoughtful and caring and understanding..

This might be a bit too over, but I just need some from each of it..

Don't have to be perfect in all, but at least get the basic of all..

Nothing much to say already..

Because what I always say is the same..

That is also because you are doing the same thing over and over again.

Just that I did not point out only..

Nights.. Lonely night..

Sleep without you looking again..

Lets see what time I can get into sleep..