Looking back, Wishing you were there. -041211

When i left, I had been looking back a few times..

Wishing that you will run after me, at least bring me to the bus stop..

It's raining, I wore slipper..

I nearly fall, I have no one to grab hold on..

I wore shirt and shorts.

I felt cold, I have no one to hug..

I at least turn back 10times when I was on my way to the bus stop..

From the moment I left the table.. I had already turn back a few times..

The moment when I tell you I going home soon.

You look away.. At that moment I felt ignored..

I left, without a Goodbye kiss from you.

I left without a Goodbye hug from you.

I left without a proper Goodbye from you.

I left with a lonely heart and cold body..

On the bus, the journey seems to be extended..

It seems like it is taking forever to reach..

I am freezing on the bus..

Hugging myself hope it helps..

But it's useless..

My toes and nose and fingers are all numb because of the coldness..

Only you can make me feel warm..

Only your hug and help me get rid of all those numb..

Only your touch will make me feel that I am gonna be alright..