害怕

每一天都在想我在你眼里到底算什么...

我到底该怎么做你才能把我放在第一位?

你都不知道带给我的伤痛与不安有多少..

我要的是你的疼爱与关怀..

我每天都提心吊胆害怕有人会取代我的位置 :(

我每天都在想我该做什么才能把你留下..

I want you to change because I want our relationship to last..

I can't take all those scolding and stuff anymore..

I apologise does not mean that I am wrong..

I cry does not mean that I am a cry baby.

I didn't argue does not mean that I have no feeling.

I didn't speak up does not mean I does not have pain..

I just swallow all the pain, hurts and sadness in and suffer everything by myself..

Whenever you scold, I just keep quiet and say nothing.

When I wanted something, I didn't force you to buy for me because I know you have financial problem.

But whenever you lend money to your friends I feel that, you cherish your friends more than me..

You rather lend your friends the money than go and eat with me..

I didn't say you have to pay for me, I just need you to bring me out..

I want you to spend more time with me, I need you badly :(

I miss those days where you put me in the first place

I miss those days where you treat me so sweetly

I miss those days where you will bring me out when you are free

I miss those days where you will always spare time for me.

I miss those days where you say you love me everyday

I miss those days.. really..

Do you????

Don't leave me~

You promised me before..

Do you remember your promise?

I remembered..

Hope you can distance away from someone that I don't have good feeling of..

Don't let them have the chance to get in between us hao mah?

Stay strong :(

Don't get tempted :(

Pray hard! :'(