I am BACK!

So long since I blog :)

I am back! Miss me? haha! talking to myself! LOLs!

Many things happen within this period of time, there are happy times and also sad times..

Good thing is I had go through all and I am great now ^^

haha! I just love DARYLYUENGUODONG so much! <3

There is times where you make me happy like I am in the heaven,

there is times where you make me sad like I am in hell.

But it all doesn't matter much, because our relationship is strong enough.. ^^ Right?

Sometimes, I think that you are too silly to figure out what I am thinking.

Sometimes, you can't tell that I am angry..

Sometimes, I get angry but you do nothing to it as if nothing happen..

I feel that I does not get the attention I wanted..

But girls is like that, we don't tell you what we expect

The other way round we expect guys to know it and do it..

I was always waiting for surprises and action you will do or words you will say..

But things always don't go the way I wanted..

I does not want to tell your everything, because it make me feel like I am planning for my own surprise.

Don't I sound stupid??????

I do right??? knew it -,-"

I get jealous very easily, you should know it by now..

I allow you to talk to girls, but not too mushy stuff..

And not too often to particular girl!

You should know my pattern ah..

But I know even if I get angry nothing is gonna change..

I can't change the fact that you are damn close you girls..

Where gf can never take it..

If once once or twice is ok, is perfectly fine..

But too often, errrrrrr a bit not nice ah..

Sometimes, is the things and words other person do that make me feel that way..

To you I might be a crazy women that get jealous all day long..

But that's because I don't see you that often, and seems like she see you more than I see you..

When I saw your time-table for work I get angry because I saw you working with her countless times...

Is like most of your time is with her than with me..

Moreover, same school! -,-"

angry die me!! :@

That day, at your house bus stop..

I told you many things, those really is part of the things I feel..

Serious, no fake fake :)

I really had the feeling that anytime I might lose you because of her..

I know you will confirm say that will never happen..

I believed you, but not her..

I am so scared that she will snatch you away from me..

You never know how I feel those weeks..

I am impressed by myself, how I survived through those torturing weeks..

Everyday, I am praying that nothing scary will happen..

I does not want to see nightmare happen again..

I does not want to get that hurt again..

It's too painful to go over again one more time..

I remembered those things because it hurt me so much that I can't forget..

I keep praying that I will not hear those things again..

You will not let me go through all those again right?

I believe you, my cute fat dear dear <3 ^^

Ok, very sleepy already..

Shall go to bed now! ^^

Waking my pig early morning for work tomorrow! ^^

Nights Nights! Love you DarylYuen!

Mr Piggy~ ^^